Wednesday, August 11, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENJIEEEE
poser and sadist nco ftw
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im gna officially label myself with a screwed sleep cycle. i cant help but take afternoon naps which last rather long (3h-5h) each -.-
and then i end up sleeping so late.
its a regular practice during school days which may be acceptable because of the heavy workload but even during the 5 day break? no way lah.
haha im gng to correct it for real.
action action action
so many significant points to make a change:
when dancenight ended and june hols started
when blocks started (and ended)
when ptp was over
when farewell was over
when ndp hols started
and now
when pracs and cca officially comes to a close
this will be it. haha.
will limit myself heavily on dance.
of course it's impossible to stop entirely,
but see how it goes. just that i must be self-conscious le.
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ohh and i havent felt this zihigh feeling for a long time at night :D
it just comes unknowingly and fills you from within.
maybe its from an overdose of national day songs and chinese blues
which kind of brings me back to the s4 days
when i would go to school and tell the others my screwed up sleeping timings (which i still do now)
just that the significant difference is that
- there's no more classroom to laugh in, in a setting where you wouldnt need to bother about others' perception of you
- the relaxed and easy going atmosphere
i will laugh as much as i can in the subsequent weeks leading up to the end of the school term,
before i start dreading and start ranting about the absence of school anymore
then its the time where the j1s will realize that without the j2s, the school feels so much more spacious HAHA (which is what we felt last year)
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been having a whole lot of weird dreams recently.
the most frightening and unbelievable one:
i dreamt that i could 'save game' in my life (a rather common hope carried by many but who really felt it being real? i did :D)
so i 'loaded game' and went back into 2007 (when i was s3)
dont knw why i saved it then lah and obviously in your dreams lots of random things happen right?
and it felt damn real. i bet its cos i was playing too much games on the com
(for those who used the visual boy advance player before, you know there's a save slot and you can load from it right?)
so i loaded my save slot in this life of mine which is like a game using the
computerwah gg evidence that i've been playing too much -.-
oh then the scary thing happened. i went to sleep after playing some game on the comp (yeah playplayplay whole day play)
then i woke up in
2013it felt damn real not just because of certain details but because i WOKE UP.
you know, like inception when they put a dream in a dream so that aft the guy wakes up, it's supposed to make the victim believe that they're back to reality.then i checked my hp (yea the pink one sarah lent me) which showed march 2013 (cant rmb the day but it think i only took notice of the year)
then i went out of my room and the first thing i exclaimed at was
my relative's hairstyles changed
it was really random, i think my aunt got a bowl cut which looked totally retarded and my uncle had this super retro hairstyle from the 1960s or 70s
and i asked my mum and she said i had slept for 6 years.
woohooo
so i skipped NS that way
didnt even take a lvls too
and at that point of time i was thinking about what the others were doing and how was the world like
and i got really freaked out. the feeling of missing out on 7 years of your life is REALLY REALLY SCARY.
i broke out in cold sweat when i woke up. and it was really like some emotional rollercoaster - from fearing so much about the truth that i wasted 7 years of my life sleeping till the relief that came with the realization that it was a dream.
wah. ill never forget this dream -.-
Endured till
1:31 AM
With my rifle and my brothers and me~
