Monday, February 22, 2010
so much for the cny break. i totally wasted it playing games and doing crap stuff that burnt it away.
somemore i didnt really enjoy my fill of cny snacks cos i barely moved for the first two days then i totally didnt feel hungry.
so many chances to catch up on work but i didnt appreciate them. so now im back to reality with that whole backlog of work that seems to be snowballing with each passing day. aaaah
overall it was still nice to see our relatives again lah but srsly it wasnt as enjoyable as expected. especially if you havent been celebrating it for quite some time due to reasons i guess some people would know.
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but yea ever since then cny has been marked by the memories that seem to become more hazy as time passes. not that it's something you'd want to remember vividly but it serves as a mark of the departed that you'll hold on to; a reason for their absence, with photos that serve as a reminder of how they looked like.
i just hated how he looked like on his deathbed.
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omg im gna tear again soon.
it feels good to cry once in a while though.
Endured till
11:48 PM
With my rifle and my brothers and me~