Tuesday, October 20, 2009
i'm an idiot who will smile to himself in front of the comp aft he thinks about the time spent on friday with 4O and on sunday with partds. omgg :D
if coming to jc made me learn many things, one of them is how much i treasure heart to heart talks with small groups of people amidst all that mess while balancing work and play.
stimes whenever i say,
"next time when got time tell you more bah"
i wonder if we ever remembered that we made that small promise and live to fulfil it.
perhaps its just in that moment we just dnt wna mention everything that we could say.
and stimes its just the truth that we're lacking time.
so much to say, yet so little time to speak of them, let to listen.
and im leaking my secret like crazy. bleah i hope that this doesnt happen. -
i hope that you dont discover anything because i wont know what to do if you really find out.
life is just cruel sometimes. there're some things that are out of your circle of control. and you've to adapt to them, follow the rules and regulations in this world that are imposed upon you when you took entry into this world and drew your first breath.
so just do what you can within your circle of control. by doing the best that you can do in this way, it may never achieve what you expected, but at the very least you arent mulling over your inadequacy on the same spot, but making progress instead.
the onus is on you to find that form of motivation, to put aside your emotional worries that bugs and hampers you from giving your maximum, to carry on to the best of your ability.
I LOVE FRIENDS :D
Endured till
3:29 AM
With my rifle and my brothers and me~
