Saturday, July 04, 2009
you see ah, the problem of having blocks is that
because you stay up so late to study
even after blocks,
you still cant sleep earlier cos your sleep cycle is totally screwed
like how mine is now =.=
ANYWAY!
the alphabet has 26 letters
the earth revolves around the sun
humans have 5 senses
life is a bed of roses
happiness lasts forever
being truthful is always the right thing to do
what's the difference?
the first group are facts
the second group are lies
sometimes, you must tell lies.
yet you cannot ignore the fact that once you've created a lie,
there's a whole web of lies that you might need to weave up to cover up that single lie you made.
and it still bites on your conscience that you've told a lie.
so, when must you tell lies?
in christianity, one of god's commandments are:
"Thou shall not tell lies."
(or something along that line, btw im not christian)
yet society tells us that if we do not learn to lie, or to distinguish between truth and falsehood, you will not survive.
i guess in the end, the world is held together by all sorts of lies and truths. lies and creating lies are just the negative part of us that we must learn to bear with, learn to distinguish and reject if necessary.
lying to yourself may not be always bad either.
forcing yourself to believe you can do well may end up as a motivation to spur yourself on. You've thought that by doing this you're lying to yourself by thinking that you can do better, but with effort, these lies that you've been telling yourself can be changed into truths.
but facts are undeniable truths. and they cant be changed. they are beyond your circle of control.
what you need to do is just change everything for the better that is within your circle of control.
and perhaps, that's one of the ways you can make yourself happier :)
Endured till
3:48 AM
With my rifle and my brothers and me~
