Thursday, June 18, 2009
omg i realized its damn sian when you have no pictures on your blogg
TIME TO SPAM :D
(when all the nice memories flow back, you inevitably smile at all the good things that have happened)
i uploaded them to fb :)
but not all of them luh cos those in the new album are just pics related to the hiphop people :D
i guess ill post another time.
and these mixed feelings are damn f**ked up.
trying to tell myself to believe that it's okay
but its not.
then when looking at the photos of the nice memories, you find yourself feeling nostalgic.
and i have a crush on you, stupid person.
pressure from blocks, pw
disappointment from elections
anticipation for the nicer things in future like post block celebrations or something
yet dreading those sian things ahead
learning to appreciate what people say
enjoying the moment
guilt for slacking so much
i opened my playlist for jay chou songs and found myself swinging between different moods, but the same messed up feeling stayed.
lucky tmr got dance. like seriously because listening to the music and grooving is like one of the ways i can release the emotions and sooth my soul.
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了也许
时间是一种解药也是我现在正服下的毒药
let time sooth the feelings.
but i might never be able to express true thoughts and feelings to you.
see first ba.
Endured till
12:03 AM
With my rifle and my brothers and me~