Our band of [32] brothers.



bertram[1]
gerald[2]
ferris[3]
aaron[4]
wei jing[5]
jun kai[6]
hou shun[7]
jonathan[8]
jun kiat[9]
jie han[10]
winston[11]
aden[12]
me[13]
daryll[14]
hong run[15]
sam[16]
alfred[17]
bin hao[18]
wen shan[19]
cto[20]
bay[21]
yu xuan[22]
ben oh[23]
jun yan[24]
wei long[25]
cheng xi[26]
yi sheng[27]
yit khai[28]
jaron[29]
zi tao[30]
ren jie[31]
elffred[32]

Part D'08 :D

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Monday, April 20, 2009

oh yucks i went to check my 2.4 timing on the pe noticeboard and i got
10:12 (i think)
aiya but i know i finshed before the pe teacher said 10:10 :D
at least its an A for me (but didnt improve from last year luh)
last year i got 10:10

and the 5 items should be okay
EXCEPT FOR SIT AND REACH.
zzz the last time i tried the highest i got was 43.5
average around 41 bah
48cm to get A leh walao

screwed my bio lecture test. totally shouldnt have stayed up so late to study lah waste of time and energy. in the end the questions that came out tested heavily on application and data understanding instead of the whole chunk of theoretical knowledge.
and the best thing was that i blanked out when i saw all the unknown stuff + graphs and data.
完蛋了

slowly but surely, im changing. and this change is not a good one
im beginning to hate myself more. hating myself for changing this way
i want my high school days back.
that nicer, honest and positive me is slowly vanishing, being replaced by a
malicious, lazy, calculative me

this sucks.

when environments change, you change to adapt to that change.
this is just a natural process, but
why can't the change be a positive one?

at least we still seek solace and comfort in nice and warm friends who're true to you.
and this relieves you from the pain that you've to bear
from all that two-faced shit
i hate myself for being pretentious and putting on the facade that i told myself not to put on
but you have no choice, when you're faced with pressure of all forms and constantly being the subject of scrutiny of others

move on lah junan
if you keep reminding yrself of the nice days that've passed, you'll never be able to focus on making your new environment better
live for others if it makes you happy

Endured till 11:09 PM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

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