Wednesday, April 02, 2008
WHY IS EVERYTHING SO SCREWED
WHY DO I HAVE SO LITTLE TIME
i just want to do everything well.
i really want do do well in my studies.
i really want to get a low msg.
i really want to run and train for my 2.4.
i really want to do my project well, serve others and learn really meaningful stuff from it.
i really want to join in the last few performances of our ncc careers.
i really want to play my part as an NCO.
i really want to do my best to fulfill my mum's wishes for me.
but i dont have the time.
i cant do my math cos i missed lessons as im sick.
i cant do my chinese cos im so tired now and i have no time.
i cant revise for my math test cos im sick, tired and busy with the 3-legged competition stuff.
i cant run and train for 2.4 cos im sick.
i cant do my revision and work partially because AC performance is taking a lot of time.
i cant go pay respects to my grandfather and father at their tablets because AC clashes with the day my family is going.
it may sound like a bunch of excuses, but i seriously have no time.
why the hell is things going wrong like this. i really never felt like crying like this ever since my grandfather's cremation.
Endured till
12:27 AM
With my rifle and my brothers and me~