HCINCC.Part D'08 [13] a home sweet home~

Monday, July 13, 2009

even as we're chionging for dance pracs immediately after school
and its going to be everday from now till this sat

its tiring but very fulfilling :)
cos we know that in some way we're improving too

but the best thing is the people,
when you see everyone learning and practicing seriously (not all the time though =P)
but when we get down to it, the effort we put in is undeniable

and all these are memories that we're building and memories that we'll treasure :)

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on a more sucky side, today i was totally beat after gp lesson. i think rotting there in my seat copying notes, talking about random stuff in class and struggling to keep awake seriously drained me more than expected. the worse thing is staying up till 3 yesterday spending time looking through the old emails and photos after finishing eom =.=

then when we started with locking my body was as stiff as a stick. while bending here and there my body was cracking away
totally no energy to put in force lah.
luckily i was saved by the iced chocolate drink. super zai HAHA

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trying to choreo lyrical on my own for the first time. hopes it turns out nicely :)

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and i have totally no mood to do work. as usual.
tmr we're probably getting back chem. most likely getting back math. haha even though i told zhanhao there's no point worrying about it when we've already taken and submitted the paper, you'll still be hoping for a good grade lah.
i should be able to pass i think. i just want to prove that even with so much dance and other activities im doing, my studies are still manageable :)

but im feeling guilty. i cant contribute as much as i should with dance taking so much time. but at least i know, i'll make all the time we spent on all these pracs meaningful and enriching :)

Endured till 9:27 PM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

when you dissect your lingo you realize that each part of your lingo is adopted from somewhere or someone
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i remember the first time i saw the word 'lol', i thought it meant "hi"
and i would go around online saying "lol" as the first sentence to anyone i spoke to

until someone told me that lol meant laughing out loud
then i realized how lame i must have sounded =.=

and that was during pri 5 i think :)
which was very long agooooooooooooooo
who can remember the first time they started using lol o.O

anw sometimes after using that abbreviation for a long time you become so accustomed to it such that you use it for alot of situations online and even offline.
and sometimes it totally fails to express that you're laughing at whatever you're laughing at

i rmb i posted about this before! try to use more HAHAs and not lol's :)
sounds more natural in a way tooo

and ya la my habit of LOl-ing with the last l small will never change in my life probably

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and then you begin thinking about how each thing has affected your life
how each person made you smile sometime in your life

and then when you come to visualize it
you find that thing under your nose curving

and the favourite emails i loved to type :D

Title: ORD and last part activity before ORD‏
Sent: 29 June 2008 23: 59PM

HIYA PEOPLE

its time to have fun since one week of school has passed

for ORD this year, we'll be starting a new trend (if the juniors continue it)
*suspense*

tada
a video/ppt for NCOs by NCOs
though i havent got a shit yet
so what im thinking is,
first thing i need to confirm whether we should do a ppt / video
and get manpower to help
i have done the ppt partially so can take "information" from there if we are doing a video
if not can continue from the ppt i have done
then if possible others go get
*suspense*

a gift for NCOs by NCOs
those who go coro one, if you all rmb, there was one time we went past a shop selling some cute keychains. if im not wrong got one which is a miniature version of a soldier. then got name tag also to print ur name. but quite ex. so we each paying for ourselves =D

ORD plans will be done by the Part Cs. so that one we dont need to care.

training teams - if you're planning on making gifts / cards for cadets should start asap. maybe should go find yisheng cos he make some plans for part bs liao.

our ORD programme will be settled later. but i have an idea, which is do some hiong/fun activities, after that before dinner or sth we go salt centre bathe and take our photo of entire part half naked =D
(can take people naked also wor. but must censor ^^)

anw with regards to the part activity right
i planning on a trip to vivo next saturday/sunday. once details confirmed will pass around the message. we going vivo to camwhore abit, window shopping (and maybe some real shopping if people wan to) then visit one pet shop in vivo (cos got cute animals mah). but the pet shop hides the animals quite early so afternoon or sth must go see liao.
then if we happy go sentosa! or vice versa. so the plans quite subjective.
"See first lor." trademark phrase =)

btw NCC day on tuesday. rehearsal on monday.
and remember to DO UR UNIFORM TO ITS BEST.
walking around in sch with uniform sia. must show off abit while we can =D

and remember. those owe $$ pay $$.
$10 dollars for part chalet
cake (bay and jiehan got discount, so -$1 ^^)
camp costs $4.50
pay to our PS

soon we'll need to collect $$ again. which will be for
part tee
the keychain (if we're getting it)

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so here we are, 1 year and 2 days from the day we ORD-ed
and we'll get to see whether the 'tradition' of graduating ncos making a montage for their ownself will continue =P

and in the end we nv get keychain! but got our part tee
bleah but i dont have the photo of all our part tees laid on the logroom floor in order from 1 to 32 :(
EH PARTDS WHO HAVE THAT PHOTO AH?

Endured till 1:10 AM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

Saturday, July 11, 2009

one of my favourite songs from our dancenight montage :)

Aslyn - That's When I Love You

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

new blogsong! :D

Endured till 3:09 AM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

AHHH MY STUPID IPOD TOUCH IS NOT WORKINGGGG
larry says it needs to charge but wts how come my laptop doesnt detect it lor
gng to ask sarah tmr hw she started her ipod then i can use mine finally HAHA

it's been rotting in a secluded corner of a common cabinet in our home for like half a year already lah =.=

later i really cannot work i will cry leh zzz -.-"

ANYWAY! pracs are getting intensive HAHA
which is the way it's supposed to be
at least pracs are fun with all the hiphoppers :D
but when everyone gets tired aiyaaa everything becomes more sian too
tmr is packeddd day and im supposed to be sleeping now lo
thanks to the stupid ipod which i dont know whether to charge or not

eat electricity for 4 hours le leh you can work already anot?

7 days to tapestry! jy :D

sweet things weren't meant to last. enjoy it while it does for this 1 and a half years :)

Endured till 2:55 AM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

cos wj and i were talking about unglam videos (yea not a foreign term to me anw =.=)

[ weijing.5 ] -Brotherhood- says:
LOL
i removed a tag from one of my unglam video
need to do some forfeit
then i need to kiss some girl cheek
` ΜΛD [ junan.13 ] -Brotherhood- 笑口常开 says:
LOl
OMG
OMG
I WAN WATCH
WHERE
[ weijing.5 ] -Brotherhood- says:
with aluminium foil in btw la
` ΜΛD [ junan.13 ] -Brotherhood- 笑口常开 says:
walao
[ weijing.5 ] -Brotherhood- says:
but then its damn irritating
` ΜΛD [ junan.13 ] -Brotherhood- 笑口常开 says:
plastic file or transparent thing better
[ weijing.5 ] -Brotherhood- says:
so i remove

LOL
I THOUGHT WJ REMOVED THE ALUMINIUM FOIL but then:

` ΜΛD [ junan.13 ] -Brotherhood- 笑口常开 says:
HAHA
OMG?
then you kiss her on the cheek ah
[ weijing.5 ] -Brotherhood- says:
NO
i remove tag
not remove the foil
` ΜΛD [ junan.13 ] -Brotherhood- 笑口常开 says:
so niceee
CHEY
CHEYYYYY

anw daryll and i were laming ard by practising our rapping to my playlist of favourite hiphop songs. damn funny lahh
but the lyrics damn hard to catch.
and who says hiphop songs have no meaning? the bulk of them are just street language and vulgarities but some of them are infused with emotions and messages lo.
which makes them even cooler and nicer :D

Current favourite hiphop song!

Bassment Party - The Cool Kids (omg i thought it was "basement party" until i wiki-ed it)
*the rhythm damn catchy haha go youtube to listen or sth*

They say if you ain't got no money take yo broke ass home
I say if you got your two dollars, then come through to my party
But get bent before you come 'cause for that liquor I'll be charging
And take down these directions
It's right past that intersection
Make a right at the light
It's the first house on the left

And get it, got it good
You made it, I knew you would
We got them drinks up in the back and them chickies looking good
Hold up, here come one ayy what's yo name hun?
Jackie brown, yea that pop
Ayy I'm chuck, this mikey rocks
And let me introduce you to some kids that you ain't used to
Yep we bet that we ride bikes
Carrying bones and jordan 5's
Got every single color so
Just in case you wonder
My party's is always live
As a mother is for supper and
In the summer when it's hotter then the oven
We the coolest kids we know
So you know we into something
That involve doing something
With a trunk to get that bass drum pumping
It's my party, so get up
If you don't you getting jumped

What's happening?
Where's the party?
Say you heard me say there's a party
Right around my way
So if you finna start it
Then don't do nothing small
Get everyone involved and
Say that it's a party
(X2)

One to the two
Three to the four
Chuckey and mike is at yo door
We don't knock
We straight on that
"when yo album drop"
You can wait on that
I don't don't like the questions you ask so
Let me tell you a little about myself
Everywhere I go I act an ass
And if you ain't know
Better go and ask
At every party
I hop the bar
And then dance with the chicks
On top of that
Bartender be like, get off of that
I'm like not till I get rich off of rap
And I look to the left, she dipping her hips
And making her lips, at me I guess
And I look to the left and look to the right
Point to my chest and she was like "that's right"

Now let me tell you the recipe
To all you niggas tryna get like me
It takes a scoop of being cool
And the rest will be included
When you purchase my movie
Cause if you knew what I knew
You would prolly try to
Do whatever I do
Prolly move to chicago
If you want instructions
Then I could prolly front them
Just as long as you shortys pay attention

So if you ugly keep you hands by yo side
But if you not then put em' in the sky
And if you knowin' what it is
There's a party at the crib
Come and party with the kids

What's happening?
Where's the party?
Say you heard me say there's a party
Right around my way
So if you finna start it
Then don't do nothing small
Get everyone involved and
Say that it's a party
(X2)

HAHA mugging lyrics :D

Endured till 1:51 AM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

HAHA thew reminded me

my mugging progress was:
started on monday (i think) with a super slack atmosphere
mugging with the hiphop people at reading room or SMU for random days for the rest of the week till hols ended
but then all i covered was math - differentiation, graphs and integration =.=

then for the rest of the papers just last minute chiong lor. can tell from my older blog posts lahh but wth it was damn siann

therefore, i am a LAST MINUTE mugger :D
which is wht most people do anyway! except for the geniune muggers lah =P

anyway! i just finished typing this super longgggggggg email to my class lah. i hope they read it lor cos got alot of content (though most of the chalet part is just a sentimental me walking down memory lane while recounting random chalet experiences)

and sian its 1:32am now i wanted to watch x-men series 3 one lor. sigh
tmr bah! while doing ONLINE LEARNING WOOHOOOO HAHAH CL YOU HAVE SCHOOL TMR (btw im referring to my sis =P)

today was a damn fun but tiring day lor!
we had our 3rd class gathering excluding jts and stj today lah. went to sentosa to play ball, water, eat and talk cock. very enjoyable on the whole lor but i kind of screwed up for the planning part lah (as usual, those stuff i plan for usually end up positively only because the people always make it nicer :D)

which is supposed to be the way isnt it :D
just that maybe i could have planned in more detail lor to make it more quality time spent esp since we lacked balls (yea i know what you're thinking ppl) and luckily lp got enough money to get a new class vball! HAHA nw it has 09s76 written on it and we were wondering if we shld design the ball by writing all our names on it HAHA

haha but more importantly i guess i rly appreciate all my classmates who managed to come down and those who were supportive :)

SLEEPTIME!
i am so going to watch xmen3 tmr during online lesson time to keep myself awake at least

Endured till 1:28 AM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

Saturday, July 04, 2009

you see ah, the problem of having blocks is that
because you stay up so late to study
even after blocks,

you still cant sleep earlier cos your sleep cycle is totally screwed
like how mine is now =.=
ANYWAY!

the alphabet has 26 letters
the earth revolves around the sun
humans have 5 senses

life is a bed of roses
happiness lasts forever
being truthful is always the right thing to do

what's the difference?
the first group are facts
the second group are lies

sometimes, you must tell lies.
yet you cannot ignore the fact that once you've created a lie,
there's a whole web of lies that you might need to weave up to cover up that single lie you made.
and it still bites on your conscience that you've told a lie.
so, when must you tell lies?

in christianity, one of god's commandments are:
"Thou shall not tell lies."
(or something along that line, btw im not christian)

yet society tells us that if we do not learn to lie, or to distinguish between truth and falsehood, you will not survive.

i guess in the end, the world is held together by all sorts of lies and truths. lies and creating lies are just the negative part of us that we must learn to bear with, learn to distinguish and reject if necessary.

lying to yourself may not be always bad either.

forcing yourself to believe you can do well may end up as a motivation to spur yourself on. You've thought that by doing this you're lying to yourself by thinking that you can do better, but with effort, these lies that you've been telling yourself can be changed into truths.

but facts are undeniable truths. and they cant be changed. they are beyond your circle of control.
what you need to do is just change everything for the better that is within your circle of control.
and perhaps, that's one of the ways you can make yourself happier :)

Endured till 3:48 AM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

blocks are over! HAHAH
NO MORE LATE NIGHT MUGGING
no more worrying about what you havent studied and what you dont know

AND NO MORE LACK OF SLEEP
wooohooooo!

and aft our last paper of blocks, bio, the 4O ppl went out for a super impromptu and random gathering that i happened to join cos i was looking for daryll

ended up playing the whole day away by starting off with a movie at plaza sing, eating at long john silver's and going back to IRC at bukit timah for LAN

HAHA and i tried L4D for the first time
the respawn time chao sian lor 20 seconds lehh
but the concept of the game quite fun :D
more interesting that cs lah at least cos cs is just like plain terrorist vs ct shootout =.=

ooh but the most fun part as usual is the chance to get together and catch up on everything and talk about what's been happening. of course, not excluding all the gossip and stuffs HAHA

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on a side note, im soooooooooo gng to meet either mr heng or mrs foo for 'tea' lah
we were supposed to write all our essay answers on separate sheets of paper
but then i kanchiong mah so while i was answering a) i kept the other two pieces of paper under my desk (so i have a neater table)

but ohwell, limjunan you 自作聪明 lahh
in the end i kanchiong and i wrote all my essay answers on the same piece of paper

and so when she announced in the hall that we had to submit each piece of paper INDIVIDUALLY,
i totally felt like my stomach was wrenched
wah that feeling was damn screwed

whatever lor if they talk to me im gng to say its my fault for not following instructions carefully, minus marks if you want.
not like alot of other ppl will get the marks anw cos so many ppl daoed the organization of eukaryotic genome completely LOL

aiya but just damn 冤枉 lo cos i spent quite a bit of effort on my essay leh then turn out all my efforts wasted zz.

hai~ ja ah how many stupid things you wna do for blocks
last year your math epic enough liao
d/dx (tan^3 8x) you can forget how to do and you try to expand it and differentiate using product rule instead of chain rule

now this year your econs also read question wrongly

"Based on the data given, suggest the values of income and cross elasticities of demand of ......... in Bangkok"

you thought the question wanted you to suggest
(i) the values of income in Bangkok
(ii) the cross elasticities of demand in Bangkok

use english to think also know that since there is elasticities (it is plural) so cant be only cross elasticties only right =.=

aiya but maybe too stressed or tired ba.

epic but stupid mistakes in blocks.
LALA BUT NOW WE ARE BACK AGAIN TO DANCE :D

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and so like a feather,
you descend,
so slowly and gently.

yet your path veers with the wind.
you may not come my way;
but i will stubbornly chase after you
like a boy chasing the firefly,
the light of his dreams.

Endured till 2:36 AM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

HAHA on a higher note,
im so addicted to this song aft sarah sent it to daryll and me. omggggg

time is ticking! and i just attached this yellow smiley thing to my bag which is damn aa but it looks so nice HAHA

chem in 3 hours! i think. yesterday i ended up sleeping at like abit later than 5 cos i finished econs at 5 =.=

Endured till 12:51 AM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

i tried but i cant;
i just can get rid of the screwed initial impressions
or the misgivings i have against you

it's so obvious to me because i treat you differently from the rest.
i cant look you straight in the eyes
i cant speak to your normally as i would

perhaps its the lack of interaction and we haven't been that close yet

after all, people only open up to people whom they've recognized in their comfort zone, to people who give them a sense of security
but i really really want all these, biasness to vanish

and by trying so much not to think about it, not to show all this contempt or irritation
i feel like some person putting up a facade

how i long for the day when i can talk to you and truly treat you like a friend of mine-

a friendship is brought about by that initial gathering
be it common interests
external factors like work

but a friendship is built upon
experiences and memories
and both parties must wish for it to work.

im wishing it would. are you hoping for that too?

Endured till 11:42 PM

With my rifle and my brothers and me~